everything is pissing me off right now.

i'm sick of repeating myself.

i WON'T listen to your fucking advice when it's clear you don't fucking READ. I HAVE BEEN READING MY F-LIST GODDAMMIT. and i am rabid because i have not been able to comment everyone. and because i KNOW my lack of activity on people's journals is annoying them. especially when i ( Read more... )

a person was cool today ( Read more... )

i have decided on several journals i want to spam ( Read more... )

no kidding. over 50 messages. and i am not even halfway done. g___g

apologies and.... hugs? _> to all of you (for laaag in the replies ( Read more... )

egad i'm getting serious aversion shudders at the mere thought of trying to find new people to friend. or to even try again.

guess i've gone into wanting-to-distance-myself mode.

i didn't realize it till i joined a community and started talking shop with people and wondered if any of them might be worth friending. i started browsing pages and... ( Read more... )

right at this moment, i am thinking that being disconnected from people is rockin. peaceful even.

there are no human beings that see me for myself right now, except for R (though right now i am not thinking of that. but she's the closest) but i've been disconnected all over the place. silently wigging as i warp myself to fit societal demands in a ( Read more... )

i am seriously sunburned from the other day. my dad neglected to mention his plan to pop by the jetty after all the car work outside. no suntan lotion for me, so i am RED. it was nice to see the ocean though. even though my skin was screaming in agony later. i'm thinking i need to work in more visits to see the sea (ha) because it has a calming ( Read more... )

too fucking early.
my boss is smoking crack it he thinks i can wake up at fucking 4:30 every day. as it is, i won't make it at 6. 6:15 maybe. (*cries*) and what is the point of getting off early? by the time i get back up this way, the place'll be running with all the school kidlets. :(

on a side note:
i started backreading journals to try and get an ( Read more... )